Today has been decent, I woke up had some : ( thoughts, but nothing overkill. Just normal like actually normal. My shower was quite rejuvenating, and then I realized that it was crunch-time and I needed to get to class or else I would miss the first quiz for info systems. I saw an old friend when I got out of class, and I got a parking spot behind the library. I feel normal, I feel like me and I'm tired and haven't eaten anything substantial in like a few days but I'm great!!!! I even forgot to take my meds until just now, something unheard of before since it was one of the only things that would kick my mood enough to get me out of the house. Maybe this whole depression spell is over and I can finally get back to enjoying my life, my outlook is positive! However this does not mean that I'm going to do anything to change it, I fear that any changes I make to my routine may jeopardise my happiness. There is no way in hell that I would even consider that!!!!!! So maybe I'm back for good, I sure hope so.