So I'm studying in the library today again. Karen is wearing a really cute dress, her dad apparently came to have dinner with her, it seems as though everything she does is really functional. Even with the cultural aspect that i seem to struggle with she can maintain her composure to sit down and have a casual dinner with her dad. Shes so great and the funny thing is I dunno if I'm doing this consciously or subconsciously but it seems I'm constantly thinking about her. I know she still sees me as Zaneera's little brother, just due to the way in which we interact. I think i will talk to Angie and find out if Karen needs a friend or boy friend. I know i can be both, but if shes not looking for love then the next best thing i can do for her is remain her friend. I also need to talk to Angie about the whole thing about how i seem to jump from one girl to another. It worries me, I don't want Karen to just be another one of those girls that i liked and either let slip away or maybe more so liked the idea of having them as a girlfriend and thus it never worked out. It seems in everything i do what ever I'm doing i can always relate it back to Karen. Maybe like i cant stop thinking about her? I dunno.